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I purged for the first time today. It was weird. All of the sudden when I was washing my face in the bathroom I just felt so full and disgusted and there I was, kneeling over the toilet, sticking my hands down my throat. I did it like 4 times and I felt this weird feeling of satisfaction every time I looked down and saw more and more in front of me. It was an odd feeling of control. But I looked in the mirror after and just saw a sad little person.
I’m scared.